Do you feel you have ever been loved or just an object of lust?!

Do you feel you have ever been loved or just an object of lust?

I definitely feel Loved and thank God for it everyday. My friend shot his self early this morning at 2a.m. I didn't find out until a little while ago. I know he hasn't felt loved by the one he loved so much.She acts like she really doesn't care and that is the honest truth. She has put him through torture for the last couple months. He killed his self but it' like she helped him pull the trigger it seems.