Do you often wonder why you should bother going on?!

Do you often wonder why you should bother going on?

Sometimes. I take antidepressants which sort of help, but I'd never take my own life. Life is really difficult for me right now. I'm watching my parents slowly die (they're in their mid 80's) and I look after them ( I don't live with them though- the stress is enough as it is.) I just got out of an emotionally abusive relationship last September and things are kind of topsy turvy with me at this point. I do wonder what I'm here for and why I should even bother sometimes- but it's more like, "Stop the world, I want to get off!" not, "I want to die". I cannot give up. It would completely shatter my family and friends. And I have a cat that I love almost more than any person on earth, and I would never want to leave her alone. I know it sounds corny but I do read a lot of daily affirmation books, and they do help. Plus my best friend Joyce (who is raising a 13yr old daughter, going to school, and is on welfare, while looking for a job) would kick my a**. She's constantly pushing me to move forward. I guess that's how I have to look at it. Don't give in.