Please astrology helpppppp !!!!?!

Please astrology helpppppp !!!!?

I wonder why I am shy ans stressed out most of the time
I am aries a fire sign my rising sign is lion another fire sign
I am tiger in chinese astrology my element is fire tiger
in most of different astrologies I belong to leader sign
why am I so depressed ?

1 month ago
oh i forgot i am also lion moon sign
I am suppose to be a leader and have a lot of strength according to those...
you know what sometimes inside of me i feel like i'm not free from who i really am you know but i don't what keep me captive like that

dood everybody have thier ups and downs sumtimes my horoscopes arent true but then on some days im like omg thast sooo true so yepp