I'm a cancer and i need help getting intouch with my spritrul side?!

I'm a cancer and i need help getting intouch with my spritrul side?

Yes i believe in physic and tarot cards and yes I have feel that i'm a little physic when i close my eyes and dream i see things and they may not come true today by the end of the week they do and if i' lucky they come true on the same day.Sometimes when i see people and they look gray or should i say a crazy colr by the next week they pass away and it's crazy cause I get a feeling that they are but i can't nothing.I just want to know how to open up myself for so much more I would like to help people.

Hi well i have three family members that are very strong phsycics they do it all tarot ready card reading personal reading and they also see auras and karmas, i myself have very lil phsycic in me but not as strong as my family members, what you say you see grey in people that are going to pass away is there aura that is colors that surround them regarding there emotion or what is happening to them. For you to open up more to you spiritual side you need to take some classes in this with other people who also have these talents and they can guide you in the direction to do all this 2 of my uncles also took some schooling to open up with there spiritual side because they had these special powers since they were 3 years old my aunt just had it in her she new how to read palms and cards since she was 5 imagine that. me myself can sense other peoples emotions there intentions and what is going to happen in situations, im very highly intuitive and i can also sense things that will happen in the future or that are going to occur. One thing i feel is the negative part of this is that i feel good and bad vibes from people and things that they are going through its like if im feeling there souls i dont like that part its very stressing to much energy to deal with. i hope i helped in some way !!