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Question: a happy and drastic change this year Please Scarab pull a card from your deck and give a answer ; it doent matter if its good or bad because I am ready for the truth Thank you very much
Answers: a happy and drastic change this year Please Scarab pull a card from your deck and give a answer ; it doent matter if its good or bad because I am ready for the truth Thank you very much
First off I need to tell you that you are perfectly capable of reading these for yourself too. It is a skill we have simply by being born, that in and of itself is VERY special. But no more special than anyone else :) It just needs to be worked at like any other language, so you know what they are telling you.
So for fun I did a 10 card spread.
At the base of the situation is the 4 of Swords (Truce). This is you currently. It is Jupiter in Chesed - expansion in Mercy. This is leaning a little towards the Mercy side and may need to be followed up with some personal strength - least I digress.
Crossing you is the 10 of cups (Satiety). This is emotion overflowing it is Mars in Malkuth and the cups are just running all over the place. Yet in this chaos is comfort. Your choice will be to take the change and risk a new or stay in the chaos that you know.
The foundation of this is Lust in the Thoth deck. It is passion and a lust for life. It was formerly Strength, but it got upgraded. It the Zodiacal trump of Leo and it shows those signs. It is firey and fixed. In this spot it represents choices and Will.
Above you is the 5 of disks (Worry). This card is Mercury in Taurus. Change to the Earthly Bull makes him nervous. He likes stability and the enemy he knows rather than risking a move.
Behind you is the 9 of Wands (Strength) it is The moon in Sag. It is strong place of the sun and the moon. You are coming from a balanced spot and that is good.
In front of you is the 7 of cups (Debauch). This is Venus in Scorpio it is emotion at it's most unbalanced. This serves as a warning. Your change needs to made in balance not in emotion. If so you will end up chasing that which you think you want but eventually do not. Think mirage in the dessert.
So the hidden you is represented by the Wheel of Fortune. This is a glorious place to be if you want a change - maybe. The Wheel is Jupiter and expansion. The Wheel moves by the Ape of Thoth spinning it. This is a nasty little creature that can cause all sorts of communication problems. It is also a reflection of the Ace of Wands and that is an indicator of new beginnings.
The foundation of spiritual side of the matter is the 6 of Cups (Pleasure). So I think we have determined the happy side :) It's emotion in its happiest and most balanced place. It is the Sun in Scorpio. This card has a lot of "Whee" in it.
Hopes and fears - 2 of disks (Change) Well this is making my job pretty easy here. This is Jupiter in Capricorn. Think Ying and Yang. Expansion in Earthly matters.
Final outcome - hands down my favorite card- The Princess of Disks. She is the manifestation of all things material. It is here humble place at the end of manifestation that spins the Wheel and recharges the universe. She is who we all are once we wake up realize our potential.
Overall I would say that you are definately headed down the path. Use your Will and Intellect to balance your emotions and you should be in fine shape indeed. If you let your emotions rule your mind you will find yourself not quite where you thought you would be.
Good luck and enjoy.
Try and believe in yourself.Love comes first.
You have the capability of doing this to yourself! But, people like me will have to approach you to get one for ourselves. Am going through lot of changes.....I will be happy if someone can read it for me! anybody is welcome......