What zodiac sign do I seem like?!

I get headaches often, but I have a lot of ambition!. When I fail at something, I end up working long and hard at it to fix those weaknesses and turn them into strengths (or at least bring those abilities to "normalcy")!. When someone maltreats me (especially if they emotionally manipulate me) I become vindictive, mainly by withdrawing first!. I feel hurt and almost seething inside, so I avoid that person at all costs and feel as though I should do everything in my power to destroy (not physically, of course) him or her!. If I had the chance, I'd willingly knock that person off his or her pedestal or use any means to bring them down-even if I go down myself ;)!. I have fantasies about accumulating power, but in the end, I wonder if power is just a means instead of an end, like when I ask, "if I became a leader, what would I do with this power!?" (You're probably thinking that I shouldn't be a leader)!. I get pestered when people try to analyze me, especially when asking why I think or feel a certain way or why I do the things I do!. I only feel comfortable answering those closest to me!. I'm very shy and get nervous a lot, especially when presenting in front of a lot of people (public presenting isn't a strong point); I especially have a hard time making eye contact!. For some reason, every time I walk into a room or just happen to face someone, they end up staring at me, either in fear, wariness or annoyance!. I get angry when I'm undervalued!. Fortunately, none of these hard feelings every show on the surface-at least, not in public!. When I'm at home, my upset-ness or rage doesn't usually manifest unless I've kept it held in for so long!. If someone tries to analyze me I try to see it from their point first!. Some people are just generally interested b/c they want to feel close, in that case, if I find them worthwhile, I'll do so!. I also tend to be a bit cynical because I don't think that anyone is wholly good or evil and that everyone is capable of some good and some evil despite "preset preferences!." If there is anything I need more of in life, it's more allies/friends outside of my immediate family!.
You're probably thinking that I have no good traits, but I do, if you would please read on!.!.!.
I believe in ambition and working hard (even though there are times when I procrastinate ;)!. I also think that everything has a solid foundation-and that if I don't work hard, I won't derive any of my definable success from life!. I don't like to rely on others-mainly out of suspicion, but also because I want to be able to handle my own challenges with my own ability!. I think, also, that without a passion for something, then all this work and living, is worth very little (oh, I don't mean to belittle anyone)!. What I mean is this: If I went through life feeling nothing for myself, my life or my ambitions (i!.e!. feeling no passion or drive) I'd feel empty, lost, directionless, meaningless and annoyed!.From my viewpoint, feeling something is better than feeling nothing!. I also believe that life is about struggling with our innate natures, along with our most perverse desires, and suppressing them/rising above them/making use of them!. I also think it is necessary for me to remain calm and cool in public, although, ironically, I let my nervousness control me when I speak to a large crownd or an authority!. Www@Enter-QA@Com

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