How did you lose your innocence?!
Question: what part of your younger years that life was not all about fairytale and superheroes? When did yu have that 'ah-ha' moment when you figured out that the world was not all cracked up to be? Who ruined the facade for you? has it changed your veiw of the worls or have you always been optimistic about everything?
Answers: what part of your younger years that life was not all about fairytale and superheroes? When did yu have that 'ah-ha' moment when you figured out that the world was not all cracked up to be? Who ruined the facade for you? has it changed your veiw of the worls or have you always been optimistic about everything?
I never had innocence, I was physically, mentally, emotionally abused by mother, then at 18 sexually abused by a high school jerk. by 19, I was in my first ever relationship which he would beat me til the end of it which was six years later. I think my fairytale started when I had children I was able to go back and be a child for the first time. I know what it is like to smile and close my eyes while the wind blows on my face. Just have a "normal" day without getting beat up in so many different ways.
Let me tell you, my story has a good ending, it is a true fairytale.
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when i asked "is santa real"..........it all slowly went down from there...
the desire to smoke and get drunk killed my sweetness
When I was told the truth about my dad and his attempted suicide.
oh man, now you've done it..
I dont remember myself ever being innocent. I think I was born evil.
I've learned to be wise my innocent still in my heart because I'm not guilty I got wings.
I'm still innocent*blinks eyes*
hmm when i think losing innocence i think viginity...hahaha
my friends acutally did. they are the ones who told me santa wasnt real, the easter bunny didnt exist, and many others.
they were very cruel.
I lost my innocence when my brother died. He protected me from the world.
the start of high school, when i actually began to give a damn. i watched the news, heard jokes around school, all the gossip. has changed my views but i like to think it will all be ok.
MY MOM SHE HAS ALWAY BEEN REALISTIC
Somewhere around the events of 9/11. I only ever saw those kind of things in movies.
Basically as soon as I started paying attention to the news.
Pikaboo
All the women over the years took it all away from me...along with me wittle heart...
(sniffles)
When no other is around
when i was about six, witnessing things a six year old girl shouldnt witness. I wont go into details but it was to do with my moms ex-partner and having to be, in the best wors possible, her rock. Thats when i new how the world worked and i lost my innocence.
It was when my firt boyfriend left me....
When I was about 6 years old I found out that people can be really mean to each other for no reason.....it really dissapointed me and altered my view of other people.
It's still dissapointing to see people being mean and nasty to others for no valid reason.
Somebody told me about Santa. Still not sure I believe them.
when i was about 14 my view on the world changed, all those sweet comforting adults i grew up cuddling with or play fighting with were not the same when i hit 14, i realised then that most adults are sex driven crazy and are wild..! then my view changed i realised i was growing up i didnt need to be mothered it wasnt all about games and scrumping and stuff.
When I was about 3 years old and my father beat me so badly that I was taken to live with my 80 year old Grandmother .... I knew then that there was no such thing as god, fairies, happily ever after....
When A curtain someone was putting my presents under the Christmas tree and it wasn't Santa.
think I was about twelve.. I was told by someone other than my parents that I was adopted by my dad.... needless to say they didnt want to tell me. Every thing got kind of complicated and dark at that point in my life.
id say highschool changed everything for me. Elementary school everyone was friends with everyone, then highschool came and all these little cliches formed and you had friends backstabbing you yadda yadda yadda.
I learned to pick my friends a little more carefully
when i dropped a hit of purple jellys.
When my mum and dad separated.
when i was about 7. had my parents to educate me.nothing comes easy,but still i had a wonderful childhood moments!
i lost my innocence when i was 13. i started 2 learn new things and everything taboo bcame interesting at one time. it didnt ruin anything.instead, it taught me between the good n the bad. i wasnt a crazy child so i coped well.
i always had neutral views on everything.till today,i am still learning the lessons of life.the earth is totally a made up fairytale.its us who must wake up and smell the reality.
I don't think it was until I was first married.. I was 20. It was the first time he hit me.. Until than.. everythign was great, people were great.. and than my spiirit was broken.. BUT I still believe in people..