I miss the old me but I can't get myself back ?!


Question: I used to be the girl;
who would kick the principal,
Egg the school,
Throw paintballs at houses,
Get drunk,
Jump the fences,
Go dirt biking,
When someone did something to me I would be sure to throw them a punch;
Do back flips {When I did gymnastics};
Going on the scariest rides;
I laughed at old ladies,
And played tackle football.

I'm not your average girl, when I grew up I didn't play with barbies or have a tea party and watch little baby shows. I did all the things above cause it made me feel alive.

Now what; I'm the girl people look at and they think I'm innocent they think I'm shy and quite. They think I'm not always there. I don't talk much maybe I'm scared... of what they will think of me. I'm scared I'll says the wrong things.. I'm not confident. And most of all I'm not myself anymore.

Where the things I did wrong?
& Is it wrong to want myself back?


Answers: I used to be the girl;
who would kick the principal,
Egg the school,
Throw paintballs at houses,
Get drunk,
Jump the fences,
Go dirt biking,
When someone did something to me I would be sure to throw them a punch;
Do back flips {When I did gymnastics};
Going on the scariest rides;
I laughed at old ladies,
And played tackle football.

I'm not your average girl, when I grew up I didn't play with barbies or have a tea party and watch little baby shows. I did all the things above cause it made me feel alive.

Now what; I'm the girl people look at and they think I'm innocent they think I'm shy and quite. They think I'm not always there. I don't talk much maybe I'm scared... of what they will think of me. I'm scared I'll says the wrong things.. I'm not confident. And most of all I'm not myself anymore.

Where the things I did wrong?
& Is it wrong to want myself back?

It's not wrong to want yourself back at all.
The problem with growing older is that there are a whole heap of problems/issues out there that most of us aren't able to deal with..this causes a lot of us to put up a wall between us and the rest of the world.

I think you should try doing one thing that you used to do..(not the mean things of course..)..and go from there..hopefully you can find someone to do it with..

you need to find the you of today

well before you sounded like a little hick, so the new you sounds better.

Just be yourself

Your old self is awesome!

responsibilities, that's what happened
and no i don't think u're scared, sometimes silence speak louder than words
be confident, be strong, to hell with everyone else and what they think

its not wrong to want yourself back, but its good that you dont get drunk, jump fences, and do all that other stuff anymore, you should stay how you are now. you dont have to do criminal acts to get attention

This is an example of how free we are when we're unburdened with having a sex drive. Now you're grown up and have the feelings of an adult and everything has changed forever. Just try to have fun and don't dwell so much.

"Turn and face the strange... ch ch changes!" Embrace who you now are and cherish the "you" that you were. If the new you is to stick around she will. At some point the two "you's" will probably meld into a happy medium.

Everyone has there own personality for themselves and you're just that type of girl that disliked barbies and that type of thing and no its not wrong to want to be your self again.

the new you sounds so much nicer. dont go back to the old you. you were obviously sporty so maybe you could bring that back to the new you and gain a bit of confidence..

Maybe it's better this way. Now your not a rude little witch who hurts other people, ruins things that aren't theirs, and destroys their body from the inside out.

In the long run it's probably a good thing you changed. For yourself and the people around you.

Life is a journey. I have been and have changed as well. Course I miss parts of the old me but the truth is she is still there underneath the surface.
I have matured a lot since those days but every once in a while, I feel my oats. I am okay with.
Remember this...we are not as important as we think we are and people do not think of us as much as we think they do? K?
Good luck!

Regrets are a waste of time. Be who you are in the present time and people will either accept you or they won't. That's their issue not yours. From someone who played a part for 15 yrs. and forgot who the real me was, it's so much better being me again and doing and saying what I feel not what someone else is expecting from me.

sounds like you are just growing up....which is a normal healthy thing to do....don't be so hard on yourself ....you will find new passions ....just give yourself sometime.....

Hey maybe your having a spiritual awakening! I know-I was the girl that played tackle football and flag500 with the guys and they would act like they had "be careful" cause they didn't want to hurt me-like I was playing wasn't I? I mean running down the field I didn't hesitate to push someone out of my way to catch the ball....or when those crazy leather pants came out to slap my cousin on the leg (I feel bad now) cuz they were Awful...
Now most of them are married...slaving behind a desk with 8-5 jobs and 2-3 kids and a minivan and drink beers maybe twice a month.
Here I am living on my own 300 miles from most of my family and I don't drink, do drugs, most of the time I Wish I could be promiscius (haha) but I can't anym,ore because Its just not Who I Am Anymore....after living that sort of life I now feel as I don't quite know what to do with myself
Like I can't find that happy medium that they have...
~big Sigh~lol1&2



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