Do You Wish You Were Somebody Else?!


Question: Yes or No?

And if so, WHO?


Answers: Yes or No?

And if so, WHO?

There is so much sh*t going on in my life that I feel like pausing the world for a second and just breathe. Let me just actually take everything in because right now I feel like I running around with my head cut off.

Looking for a new car
Looking for a new job
Going back to school in September
Paying bills…. on time
Moving out by the end of the year
Saving money
Trying to keep myself happy and sane.
I’m doing all that and keeping myself happy… it’s pretty hard. There is times when I actually have free time and I wish I could spend it with someone who can make myself feel like I’m accomplishing something great…. without feeling needy. I don’t like complaining about my problem…. I’m usually the one giving the advices. I’m usually the one caring about other people’s problem on top of my own ****. I guess that is why I blog once in a blue moon now. When I feel like I’m going to explode…. I write this down and it keeps me some what sane.
Got into a accident on Friday the 13th of July… the insurance totaled my car and gave me the money for it. Looking for a car that is pretty cheap and that is 2000 or newer… is pretty hard to find. Craigslist has been my best friend for the past 3 weeks. But it’s a gamble on there to find a legit car. And lets not talk about talking to car salesmen. But I found a Mazada 3s, which seems pretty ideal for me. Cross my fingers for that cause I could really use a new car.
Need to find a new job too. Even tho I love my night job in which I am a cocktal server, I need a real 9am-5pm job. I’m going back to school also, so I need something that won’t kill me by October…. and my night job will do that to me since there is no set schedule. I would love to be a receptionist since I know how to use a computer, love talking on the phone, amazing customer service, and I can do my own **** without someone being on my case if I’m making them money, lol. They are giving me money to do what I have to do. Great deal!
Decided to go back to school come September. Decided to change my life plans from being a web designer to marketing. So I’m a business major and marketing as a minor. Ideal job would be an event planner at a night club. Hey hey… couldn’t drop the skills I have now to waste right, lol. I love the night life and with a real job as an event planner… hey… I could really do it. Just the math part of my major will kill me…. ******* hate math. I seriously need to do good in school and take it serious because this will be my last shot at this point of my life. Plus.. my father is taking up all of my school fees…. hey I’m all about it.
I’m trying to move out of my ‘rent house…. before this year ends. I seriously can’t live with my grandmother anymore. I feel like I blog about this all the time but it’s true. Our personality clashes A LOT. And I feel that the more I get older and more independent…. the more she goes psycho. I think the reason why I haven’t done it was because I was scared. I can’t be scared anymore…. I mean… eventually I’m going to have my own place or have roommates, right. Why not now… why not in 2007. I’m trying to get my best friend to get an apartment with me… but she’s currently living with her psycho/ angry boyfriend in a 1 yrs lease which ends in March 2008. I’m 25% sure she will do it with me. So once again… craigslist is my best friend in this department.
Saving money is my first step in the move… and I’m actually happy in this department because I actually have more money in my bank account then I’ve ever seen before in a matter of 2 weeks. I’ve been budgeting myself and doing pros and cons while shopping. Eating food from home instead of take out/ ordering. Pretty much hustling at work and walking out with a **** load of cash (FYI: cocktailing is a pretty good job for fast cash…. if you can hustle).
….. Looking back, relationships will put you into debt. Just thought you should know lol.
I guess I just have to continue with all the crap I need to do in order to make my life better in the long run. Just motivation is all I need and I know I can do it. But sometime…. I wish I could be somebody else…. with a silverspoon.

Sometimes, but then I read questions like yours, and realize it's good to be me.

Yes. no one in particular but someone who doesn't have emotional baggage like i do

Nope

Amy Winehouse.

Sometimes, like when I am in trouble, or in a bad situation. It can be from a celebrity or just to a guy that is going out with the girl I like. But really, I don't want to.

Now and then... right now? I wish I was the girl my last guy is starting dating... we only broke up, coz he moved away... :(

Nope



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